Im trying to stay away from sleeping pills because I know they’re no good.. But if I don’t take them I can’t sleep, I can’t dream, I can’t be with you… That same dream I’ve had each night since I left of us being happy. Just us and our dog laughing and joking around.. I can’t hear what we’re talking about but all I see is you the love in your eyes and your smile. Your smile is forever ingrained in my brain. Not haunting my thoughts but comforting me in my sleep.. One day I hope I wake up and it’s not a dream anymore.. Why did you let me go..